this is the first book, And it's about a girl that is going through a rough time. she is depressed And suffers with different t types of phobias,she has a friend named Tyler, he committed suicide,And she gets depressed, And cuts,And all that stuff then comes along Michael, who is that? Michael is a new kid,And he And Alexandria become would you call it friends? or just an associate? who knows? ...read this book,And you'll figure it out