After Deon killed the Demon king and himself. He woke up infront of the Emperor asking for his wish and this time Deon still hasn't ask for private audience. Deon's first thought was 'fuck,I had enough. Don't make me go through this shit anymore' That's why he subconsciously ask " I simply want to die" Everyone in the audience room was deadly silent. Even the 2nd and 1st Hero was staring at Deon with wide eyes and unable to believe what they heard But Deon doesn't care anymore. He had enough and he's tired