Shameful Wishing
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Last published Sat, Oct 14, 2023
Oliver had some at home problems that affect his everyday life. The bullying makes it worse. One day, he meets another senior, Lucas. He seems to like him and doesn't mind the issues that Oliver has. Oliver then develops a crush on his newfound best friend. What will become of their friendship..?
This is a remake of an old story I started in mid-2021 (originally a dnf fanfiction) The characters have been replaced, as well as the plot and chapters being slightly changed. This story will be mainly told from Oliver's POV.
!!This story is rated mature for its mature themes, meaning there will be no smut!!
Trigger Warnings: Cursing, depression, self-hate, suicide attepmt/letter, abuse, bullying, Nightmares, self-harm
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