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Sober to death

shorthairedhyunjin

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Reads 14,374
Votes 733
Parts 33
Time 2h 9m

shorthairedhyunjin

angst bangchan chan changbin crying death depression eatingproblems ed hwanghyunjin hyunjin hyunjincentric jeongin jisung mentalhealth mentalissues minho sad seungmin sh skz straykids suicide suicideattempt

When they learn their past cannot be left behind but must be carried till the very end.

When they learn to not wait but act. 

When they learn it is good to be selfish sometimes. 

When they live, die and dance.


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!Trigger warning!


.mostly Hyunjin centric.


.this is a product of my imagination, I do not own the characters I am simply using their names.All Rights Reserved

angst bangchan chan changbin crying death depression eatingproblems ed hwanghyunjin hyunjin hyunjincentric jeongin jisung mentalhealth mentalissues minho sad seungmin sh skz straykids suicide suicideattempt

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Sombre by __Suiren__

All he wanted was to feel included. His members hadn't been like this in the beginning. They used to do everything together. So, what had changed? Why were they pushing him away? Why was he being isolated? What had he done to make them act this way? He didn't know when it had started, but his members were treating him like he didn't exist. Chan couldn't help but wonder why. Then, one incident changed everything, forcing him to make a difficult decision. Could he handle it all before it became too much? Would things be better if he just left? Would there be regrets?

𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐘 by 11christelle11

𝘈 𝘏𝘢𝘯 𝘑𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘑𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴. ⚠️⛔️⚠️ 𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐬: ➤ 𝐀𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 ➤ 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦 ➤ 𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 ➤ 𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ➤ 𝐌𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐒𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞 ➤ 𝐀𝐛𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐈 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐯𝐞. ↬ 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮, 𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻 ⚠️⛔️⚠️

𝘚𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘺 : 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 by GetMeDickedDown

Feeling ignored, invisible and unloved is the worst feeling in the world. You could suffer through so many things quietly in your own solitude, maybe even away from the conflict but it's still just as bad. Everything just feels suffocating. Being in the presence of others is suffocating. Yet I'm still sitting here pleading in silence, Because I don't want to be alone anymore. (Stray kids Fanfiction one-shot-Angst, Bang Chan-centric)

SAVED ☆ Bang Chan [COMPLETED] by thevampywolf

I screwed up. I mean, really screwed up. I don't remember a time where I haven't screwed up, but this feels like I've gone past the point of no return. I've always thought that people wouldn't care. Wouldn't care if I suddenly dissappeared off the face of the earth. They wouldn't care if I was being beaten senseless on the ground. No one has ever cared, and I don't believe they ever will. Not really. Sometimes people just need a reminder. A reminder that they're worth it and that they're not alone. Some people just need a person they can trust. Some people are just so far gone that there's no saving them. How sad it is that I'm one of the latter. Trigger warnings: self harm, suicidal thoughts/attempt, depression, abusive parents, trauma, abuse, self destruction etc. Click on my profile to read SAVED 2.

c l o u d s (hyunlix) by cloudhao_

"everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay it's not the end." !warning! mentions of- depression self harm suicide top- #5 hyunlix thanks for 65k reads lets goo<3

𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞. | 𝘩.𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘯 by gaonverse

"𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎, 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄." a hwang hyunjin story. © gaonverse 2018 [completed : Nov 2018] EDITED ON JULY 2019 ✓

A reason to live~ by sisi_the_stay

A bang chan fanfic🤍 T/W -mental health -self harm - abuse -suicide mentions.

★彡𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞彡★ by SKzZnTOP

» 𝐎𝐍 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 « ★ 𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒆. 𝑨 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒕𝒊 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔. 𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒕 𝟗-𝒂 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒅. 𝑨 𝒃𝒐𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒔. 𝑾𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍? 𝑶𝒓 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒔? 𝑰𝒏 𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒕 𝟗, 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒉. 𝑰𝒕 𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒔. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒕. 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝟏𝑺𝑻 𝑰𝑵 #𝑺𝑼𝑰𝑪𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑼𝑮𝑯𝑻𝑺 𝟎𝟒/𝟎𝟐/𝟐𝟓 𝟑𝑹𝑫 𝑰𝑵 #𝑭𝑬𝑳𝑰𝑿𝑿𝑯𝒀𝑼𝑵𝑱𝑰𝑵 𝟐𝟎/𝟎𝟏/𝟐𝟓 𝟑𝑹𝑫 𝑰𝑵 #𝑴𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑨𝑺𝒀𝑳𝑼𝑴 𝟎𝟒/𝟎𝟐/𝟐𝟓

Please save me before it's too late by MiSaTzuMo

Stray kids are working really hard for their mama performance that they're having soon. Minho especially. He's got a lot on his mind and is just very stressed. One day he loses his temper and gets in an argument with his members. From that day, Minho's head went in a dark place. NONE OF THIS IS TRUE GUYS, I LOVE MINHO AND WOULD NEVER WISH FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN TO HIM! I also feel like I should mention that I do NOT ship any idols irl! ___________ Warnings: overworking, self harming, depression, starvation Started: 08.01.21 Ended:

Silent by __Suiren__

What could he have done so wrong to end up like this? Was he an unforgivable criminal in a past life? If not, then why? Chan struggled to make sense of the unfathomable situation he found himself in-one where speaking about his struggles could cost him everything. So, he decided that remaining silent was the better option.

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Sombre

All he wanted was to feel included. His members hadn't been like this in the beginning. They used to do everything together. So, what had changed? Why were they pushing him away? Why was he being isolated? What had he done to make them act this way? He didn't know when it had started, but his members were treating him like he didn't exist. Chan couldn't help but wonder why. Then, one incident changed everything, forcing him to make a difficult decision. Could he handle it all before it became too much? Would things be better if he just left? Would there be regrets?