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The outcast

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I am constantly running around 
I am constantly feeling self doubt 
What I'm feeling doesn't come from the heart 
It comes from those around 

When I try and make a change 
I am judged on all the new things
No matter what I can never win 
My heart is broken and will never mend 

I can't feel the love 
All I feel is regret
All the pain in others
From all the mistakes that I have with taken in

I try to stand out 
I just stand within 
I try to be different 
But all I do is fade in

When the doors are open I can see 
But quickly there is the vanishing light 
I am living in darkness
I'm living within

I show others who they want to see 
I am two sided 
I am different for every group of friends 
I am fake and I try to come from within 

I have some great friends 
Most the time I try to blend in
All my friends are different 
But all I can do is cast to the side 

When the darkness has lightened 
I come to realize
That no matter what there is always going to be a group of people that can't stand within 
They have to stand on the outside to look inSeluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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