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A War With Myself

Dinosaursgomeow

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Reads 1,173
Votes 26
Parts 2
Time 11m

Dinosaursgomeow

BoyXBoy story. Two emo guys. Dont like, then don't read. 

Colton isn't your average teenage boy. He lives with his older brother and little sister. His parents died in a house fire a few years ago. He's a mute. He has trust issues and many other problems. He's also in love.

Jace is a playboy. But he isn't an average one. He's gay. He's had just about every boy in that school. Jocks, nerds, outcast, you name him, he slept with him. He's cool with everybody. He's funny, sexy, cool, intelligent.... He's perfect. He has a secret that nobody knows though... He's in love.

Follow the crazy lives of two anything but average teenage boys as they go through ups and downs, love and hate, happy and sad, harmones and just everything. It should be a good time.All Rights Reserved

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