ASTRAY | Seungjin

ASTRAY | Seungjin

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Fiction
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𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐦𝐢𝐧:: library assistant, he works at the school library everyday after school keeping it clean and helping students find books. hes only an intern there so he doesn't get payed, but he doesnt mind and perfers to help people more than getting things in return.he doesn't feel that theres anything wrong with him, but for some reason no one ever can stay as his friend and his family views him as a complete outcast 𝐡𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧:: absolutely fucked in the head-obvious signs of schizophrenia, he has decent parents but heavy trust issues for some reason. he's tried many-MANY different therapists due to his family being worried about him but oddly enough they were all pleaded dead within the same week 🍓𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: mentions of sexual assault self harm, gore, mental illness, bullying profanity drug abuse, smut, drug use, violence suicide mentions etc. [please with with caution or do not read at all if fhese things trigger you ‼️] Intended lowercase
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Sumali sa pinakamalaking komunidad ng pagkukuwentoMakakuha ng personalized na mga rekomendasyon ng kuwento, i-save ang iyong mga paborito sa iyong library, at magkomento at bumoto para lumago ang iyong komunidad.
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