Losing Control
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I am profoundly deaf. Don't message me and tell me that I'm "wrong" about how hearing aids or cochlear implants work, sound, feel, etc. I KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.
I'm not editing this shit.
I posted this story on my other account, but deleted it and moved to this one. I forgot that I knew people irl over there💀
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