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So F*cking Special: 1996 (Book 1, The So F*cking Special Series)

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Time 8h 47m

Mature

A 90's Friday Night Lights meets Fifty Shades, only the town is the sadomasochist and the two young lovers their pawns.

July Elizabeth Edwards is stuck in the existence her pretentious, rural East Texas town has allotted her. A shift in social status junior year provokes unlikely ride or die friendships, others' secrets she's not allowed to tell, and an unexpected crush on the ambitious Adrian Reed. The result is far more insatiable than anyone anticipated.


July has known and competed with Adrian her entire life. He was conceited and arrogant. She was treading water to survive Pure Pines High. When circumstances strip them of cheerleading and football, the odds throw a replacement neither of them expects, and something the halls of Pure Pines High are certain to reject. One touch, an out of ordinary lingering stare, and something ignites that won't die down, only does it count if it's a secret? How long will it stay behind closed doors? When love is denied, lust becomes unapologetic.

Set figuratively to a Soundtrack of Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Counting Crows, R.E.M., The Cranberries and Radiohead. 

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TRIGGERS: sexual situations, eating disorder, rape, drugsAll Rights Reserved

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'Understand that every time I look at you from across the room, my smile is a reminder of how much I despise you.' A smirk plays onto his lips as he leans forward. 'And that every time I get close to you,' His voice is barely a whisper. 'The warmth you feel, is my hatred burning through.' *** Sarah Orphaned at a young age, forced into marriage at 20, five years later sees her first love hand in hand with another woman. He's happy and content, everything she wasn't. Adam He promised her he would be back and she promised him she would always be his. Only five years later she wasn't, standing next to a man she'd married. He loved her, he missed her, he craved her and he was set out to take revenge on her. Little did they both know, now 25, they love each other as crazily as they did when they were 17.

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Forgetting You

'Understand that every time I look at you from across the room, my smile is a reminder of how much I despise you.' A smirk plays onto his lips as he leans forward. 'And that every time I get close to you,' His voice is barely a whisper. 'The warmth you feel, is my hatred burning through.' *** Sarah Orphaned at a young age, forced into marriage at 20, five years later sees her first love hand in hand with another woman. He's happy and content, everything she wasn't. Adam He promised her he would be back and she promised him she would always be his. Only five years later she wasn't, standing next to a man she'd married. He loved her, he missed her, he craved her and he was set out to take revenge on her. Little did they both know, now 25, they love each other as crazily as they did when they were 17.