Why Is It Always Me?(abused reader x bonnie)

Hi,My name -yn-.I'm sixteen years old and I've been abused since I was thirteen.My parents didn't want to deal with me at all.I was a waste of space ,food, money ,ANYTHING.I don't have friends well I did but that was in third grade.I had a friend that was in fifth grade and his name.Well,his name was Bonnie.