Love comes in all forms, but for Louis and Harry it's considered forbidden. They've been hiding for so long, and they can't wait to taste freedom. But it seems as though freedom can't come soon enough because after Louis decides he's going to tell the world about Harry and himself, Harry commits suicide, leaving a heartbroken Louis. One day as Louis is packing Harry's stuff away, he finds thirty-eight letters, all addressed to him. He gathers them all and reads them, one by one, learning every feeling Harry felt, every thought he ever had, and what he was really going through. As he gets closer into the letters, Louis becomes more certain that the reason Harry killed himself. . . was because of him.