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I'm not delirious..

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Parts 5
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"Once this place really turns to shit and closes down... I'm coming for you, because I obviously don't have anything better to do.", he said with an evil grin while kissing up the side of my neck.

That statement sent violent shivers down my spine.

"Chris..", I managed to say.

"Please..please Chris don't do this-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

He slammed my body against the wall making me wince in pain and cry out. 
But before I could continue he smashed his lips into mine. Forcing his way into my mouth and dominating it like I'm a new territory to conquer.

My eyes widened, and I felt tears 
rushing to my eyes.

A girl with a dark past that she can not escape. She tells her self that it's done now and everything's better, but it only catches up with her and becomes worse.All Rights Reserved

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