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Even If It Hurts

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"I still want love, Yoongi."
"Even if it hurts?" he asks.
"Love isn't supposed to hurt." you softly say.
 Yoongi suddenly utters, "Then why the hell does it feel like it's killing me!?"

What he feels he has to do to save you... is killing him. But he will do whatever it takes, even if it hurts.

Why is he acting this way? Has he come to hate you?
 It seems Yoongi doesn't want you anymore and forces you out. Jimin discovers your secret as they help you pack to move back home.
 
Seok's attempts at revenge on Yoongi have failed, leaving him with only one option: you!
Taken hostage, will Yoongi even want to save you? 
What part does his past girlfriend play in the deception to blackmail Yoongi?
What will become of a five-year-old surprise? 
Is love strong enough to save so many in the end?

Answers to these questions and more await you inside the story of hate, revenge, and blackmail.

BTS personas with multiple OCs. Cover by: L.A.Joyner
Mature: A hostage situation, violence, attack with a knife, blood from cuts, foul language.


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I use Grammarly ONLY as an aid in proofreading. The most it does is show me where commas should be and where 'you' should be 'your' (I have a bad habit of dropping the r, lol). It also points out where there is an extra space to remove. It does not help me write the story or write my story for me.All Rights Reserved

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