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Even If It Hurts

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Reads 12,158
Votes 359
Parts 27
Time 1h 52m

Mature

"I still want love, Yoongi."
"Even if it hurts?" he asks.
"Love isn't supposed to hurt," you softly say.
 Yoongi suddenly utters, "Then why the hell does it feel like it's killing me!?"

What he feels he has to do to save you... is killing him. But he will do whatever it takes, even if it hurts.

Why is he acting this way? Has he come to hate you?
It seems Yoongi no longer wants you and forces you out. Jimin discovers your secret as he and Taehyung help you pack to move back home.
 
Seok's attempts at revenge on Yoongi have failed, leaving him with only one option: you!
Taken hostage, will Yoongi even want to save you? 
What part does his past girlfriend play in the deception to blackmail Yoongi?
What will become of a five-year-old surprise? 
Is love strong enough to save so many in the end?

Answers to these questions and more await you inside the story of hate, revenge, and blackmail.

BTS personas with multiple OCs. Cover by: L.A.Joyner  new cover made 5-19-25
Mature: A hostage situation, violence, attack with a knife, blood from cuts, foul language.All Rights Reserved

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