Reason vs. Emotion (Personnal thoughts)

so one day I'm argueing with my brother and I pertend to hit him but whined up hitting him on accidented, I apoligized, but he tries to be mocho and says the "next time you motherf***ing touch me I'm going to tear you in half", or something like that and I'm thinking dude why are you acting like a dick (and its not the first time he's acted like this either) and than I think about all the other times when I feel like I'm the only rational one in the house, school, or in general.
so I decided to post stories based off my life, characters base off people I know and such, not going to name names and not making me look like the guy who does nothing wrong, because believe me I'm not perfect and have made plenty of mistakes, each chapter will be a different story about my life and how I honestly reacted at that point, wether it be good or bad, that's it, hope you enjoy reading my life.
rated PG-13.
Wow, I feel like a child after reading this again, please ignore this, and my apologies for writing this junk.