Scaramouche who battles with so many thoughts and with himself each day has hard time believing Kazuha actually forgave him. Overthinking the whole situation he tries to push the other away but will it work? Will he succeed and keeping distance or will this blossom into something more then just Scaramouche wanting to stay away from the other? Perhaps he wishes to get closer to the other instead? They will come across obstacles that may bring them closer or drive them further apart. (This book contains no warnings infront of chapters. There will be smut and heavy subjects so please be warned)