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Default Title - Write Your Own

NuttyMittensAllen

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Reads 36
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Parts 3
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NuttyMittensAllen

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autobiography depressing emotional emotionalrollercoaster

Welcome aboard this train, I highly advise you to hold on to your seat, and have your popcorn, snacks, drinks, and boxes of tissues as we embark on this Journey into a small child growing into an adult named Julianna Marie Beacon. In her life, you will be in for the ride of your life as you meet many people and face many hardship's and accomplishments. None of the events are in order and are scrambled up. Now with all that being said.... lets begin. 


Reading Advisory Warning 
Must be 18+ to read or have permission from an adult. 
Highly sensitive information and if anyone needs to talk to someone remember you are not alone and the suicide hotline number will be added. ( 1-800-273-8255)
Tigger Warnings: Mental health disorders like PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, BPD,  Rape, Physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, and Bipolar 1 will be mentioned in this book. 
Rape scenes as the Character is a true Victim and thus is her story!All Rights Reserved

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[COMPLETELY EDITED AND FINISHED.] "Being abused your whole life isn't nice. Being told that you are not worthy and being punished for all the little mistakes is not nice. I have never had a normal childhood, that includes my siblings. I think if a person asks me the definition of normal I won't know but i think im slowly learning what it is." Join a girl as she navigates her way through her last year of highschool, dealing with abuse while she tries to find herself in the midst of everything. Will she be able to overcome the obstacles that come her way or would she crumble and give up on life. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO ABUSE, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, RAPE AND MATURE LANGUAGE AND LESBIAN FICTION. ☆All names, characters and places are fictious. Any resemblance is purely coincidental. Hope you read and enjoy the book. Started: 8 January 2023. Finished: 3 October 2023. Edited: 8 January 2024 (but you may come across some spelling errors. Sorry about that.)

Finding Rayna by CaraRoseSkye

Rayna has been physically, mentally, and verbally abused for years by the very people that should have kept her safe. What happened next sends Rayna on a journey of self-discovery. After she is raped by her brother's best friend and learns she is pregnant, Rayna finds the strength to tell her mom about the rape and pregnancy. Rayna is kicked out of her home by her mother. Rayna promises herself that her child will never have to live the way she has. Almost a year later Rayna, has found a place to call home. People who accept her and her child as their own. Rayna is living her life free of abuse. Soon her past comes knocking at the door. Will Rayna's new life come crashing down? Or will the people surrounding her give her the strength to fight?

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