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Default Title - Write Your Own

NuttyMittensAllen

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Reads 36
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Parts 3
Time 11m

NuttyMittensAllen

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autobiography depressing emotional emotionalrollercoaster

Welcome aboard this train, I highly advise you to hold on to your seat, and have your popcorn, snacks, drinks, and boxes of tissues as we embark on this Journey into a small child growing into an adult named Julianna Marie Beacon. In her life, you will be in for the ride of your life as you meet many people and face many hardship's and accomplishments. None of the events are in order and are scrambled up. Now with all that being said.... lets begin. 


Reading Advisory Warning 
Must be 18+ to read or have permission from an adult. 
Highly sensitive information and if anyone needs to talk to someone remember you are not alone and the suicide hotline number will be added. ( 1-800-273-8255)
Tigger Warnings: Mental health disorders like PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, BPD,  Rape, Physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, and Bipolar 1 will be mentioned in this book. 
Rape scenes as the Character is a true Victim and thus is her story!All Rights Reserved

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