Over the Edge

Everyone thinks im weird .
Well i guess i kind of am i never wanted it to be this way . After my dad died everything changed and i keep to myself. Now my family isnt very close anymore everyone blames my mother for something she didn't do . I Did . But i didn't mean for it to happen . My mom tells me im a mistake and that im useless and how im such a whore when i don't come home when shes drunk . I wish life would end you know ? i just really hope that everything can change back to the way it was or at lest just leave me alone for awhile