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Waves Of Despair (MuiTan - TanMui)

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Do you ever feel like you're drowning? 

Like every step you take gets more and more heavy, every wave of sadness pushing you deeper below the water, slowly taking away all your energy as you desperately fight for your life. That's how I feel right now.

Me, Muichiro Tokito, have been struggling with anorexia and bulimia for as long as I can remember.. everything started when I confessed to a guy I liked and got rejected.. fat shamed and humiliated.. 

Every day was getting more and more hard to go through, the bullying, self hatred, the need to starve myself or purge, the need to hurt myself.. it was so, so overwhelming and I didn't know how to overcome it.. until I met him, Tanjiro Kamado.

He was a sweet caring guy who was new to my class, everyone immediately got to like him and I couldn't help but want to be close to him.. ask him to help me and.. care for me.All Rights Reserved

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•𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘• 𝑲𝒏𝒚 𝒗𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔! 𝒙 𝑭𝒆𝒎! 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 by -MOONLXGHTS

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