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I Don't Deserve This (Unedited)

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Time 3h 18m

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Go check out sea.ya.later on tiktok and watch her Hell's Belles series before you read this. None of this will make sense if you don't. I don't own any of the original characters. Jaysea is a genius and deserves all the credit.

I'm being 100% serious when I say this book is going to be a mass collection of things that can and quite possibly will trigger some people. 

Assume that any and ALL of the trigger warnings from the original series are to be included here. then add on some more because I've been traumatized so I'm going to put my OC through trauma worse than mine. 

Trust me when I say this poor kid is going to be worse off than anyone else we've seen in this series (as far as we know)All Rights Reserved

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