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I Don't Deserve This (Unedited)

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Go check out sea.ya.later on tiktok and watch her Hell's Belles series before you read this. None of this will make sense if you don't. I don't own any of the original characters. Jaysea is a genius and deserves all the credit.

I'm being 100% serious when I say this book is going to be a mass collection of things that can and quite possibly will trigger some people. 

Assume that any and ALL of the trigger warnings from the original series are to be included here. then add on some more because I've been traumatized so I'm going to put my OC through trauma worse than mine. 

Trust me when I say this poor kid is going to be worse off than anyone else we've seen in this series (as far as we know)All Rights Reserved

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Are You Happy Now? by goofyandpluto

To grow up in a world where female shifters are rare, being one is a big deal- and thats why Cassidy hides that she is one from the rest of the pack. When Cassidy turns sixteen she is finally able to find her mate; the one person who is made to love her unconditionally. What happens when he rejects her because he "needs a stronger alpha female for his pack, preferably a shifter." And that female shifter happens to be her slut of a sister- Briella. When Cassidy's world comes crashing down she finally leaves and becomes a female rogue, a rarity of its own. Cassidy will find herself in the year she is a rogue. She will make a new family and discover herself. But what happens when her past catches up with her? Also, how is Damen, Cassidy's mate, doing? How does rejecting his other half feel? Does he regret it? Does he change is man-whore ways? Or does he continue on with Briella? How is Jake, Cassidy's brother, handling her departure? How about her mom and cheating father? How is she? Then, what will happen when Cassidy is forced to return home after disaster strikes? What will she face? A regretful mate who is determined to win her over? A still bitchy sister? And how about the pathetic Alpha who has a secret of his own? Read to discover how Cassidy Knightlock returns home as a completely different person. One who doesn't take any guff. One who is not sorry about being rejected. One who is not looking back. One who is happy now. This is a story by Pluto by the way! DISCLAIMER: This book was written over the course of a year, and it has clear distinctions as to where my thoughts changed on the story line. It is a first draft so please excuse plot holes as it may not be up to par with your expectations. But please read on, I still believe it is worth your time:) Amazing cover by: Abigail_Grimm

Fighting for Rose by whitetigerpaw

-Blake- Rose stands not too far in front of the ring looking at me, her face is pale and my gut twists in ways it never has. She shouldn't be here, why the hell is she here? My hands drop to my side, the victorious feeling once flowing through me is replaced with one of dread. She saw me fighting. ------- -Rose- "Alright. Time for you to go." He says. I feel the pull on my arm as he tries to take me away but my feet feel like they are glued to the ground as I continue to look at Blake. He has a little smirk on his face as he looks over the crowd. A look so completely different than any of the ones I saw the other day. Then our eyes meet, and his smirk drops. He drops his hands that were just held high in victory and looks at me like he's seeing a ghost. The guard pulls harder on my arm and I go flying back into his chest. "Listen here, I don't want to manhandle you, so do as I fucking say. Move." He growls as he pushes me into the crowd of celebrating people. I do what he says and start walking towards the exit, but I look over my shoulder one last time before I'm too far in the crowd to see anything. Blake's hands are fisted by his side and his face is red with anger, his eyes are focused on the hands that are on me pushing me away from him. ----- I am the original owner of this book, please do not copy. Strong language and themes of abuse, mental illness and violence. I don't own any of the pictures used in this story. #1 in alone 11/23/21 #1 in strong 11/30/21 #2 in boxing 4/19/22 #1 in goodgirl 5/8/22 #1 in fighting 5/19/22

blood like gasoline | 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐭 by jasjasjasmine-

❝ 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧... ❞ theodore nott x fem oc *very slow burn* this book is written for, and dedicated to all swifties out there. rated mature for explicit violence, graphic descriptions of death, gore, angst and other trigger warnings such as suicide and eating disorders. 16+ #1 in theodore #1 in theo #1 in lovetriangle #1 in luciusmalfoy #1 in narcissamalfoy #1 in ginnyweasley #1 in ronweasley #1 in hermionegranger #1 in wizardingworld #2 in gryffindor #2 in draco #2 in theonott #2 in malfoy #2 in goldentrio #4 in harrypotter #4 in dracomalfoy #6 in hogwarts started: 01.17.23 completed: ****** no part of this book may be copied or replicated. this book belongs to jasmine bailey. i own everything, except the originals. those belong to jkr.

Twisted Deception by StarrySky_23

[Book #1 of Twisted Deception] "You people don't know a damn thing about us, don't even speak." **** Everyone knows that high school is always something to dread. GPA, friends, enemies, prom, graduation, everything that you think would make high school good and bad for the future. Now scratch off friends, GPA, prom, and graduation. Why would you scratch them off? Because everything else will be the only thing that's important when you get to this high school. Saint Johnathan Pier is the one high school in the city where everything happens and normally, stuff you wish you didn't see. Everyone warned people about the dangers of the students going there but did they ever mention the people already broken by it? They were dubbed "the rainbow colors of society" just because they were different from other students in this school. But there's a slight differential between them: four of these students are popular while the other four are normal. While the four populars are seen as "superior, hot, and intimidating", the four normals are seen as "weirdos, weaklings, and irreverent bystanders". Being different from the other kids has always been a struggle for all of them since grade school, but they try to keep that out of mind. But with their dark history following them at every corner, making new friends can't be on their list. Matter of fact, it isn't an option. Especially when their attitudes are what drive people away rather than in. Not like they're complaining though. When these eight students get paired up for an end of the year assignment, they encounter a lot of drama that will test their relationships to the max. What will happen to them? Can they grow comfortable with each other? Can these troubled teens even be friends in the first place? Come along on the journey as these eight try to survive their last year of high school. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️: This contains strong language, mentions of rape, bullying, etc.

Demonic by JASP3RSPROUT

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Unloved (Marauders Era) by MeAMarauder

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"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~~~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~~~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.

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Dearest Daughter (an HP Fanfic) by KittyWhiteCat

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Are You Happy Now?

To grow up in a world where female shifters are rare, being one is a big deal- and thats why Cassidy hides that she is one from the rest of the pack. When Cassidy turns sixteen she is finally able to find her mate; the one person who is made to love her unconditionally. What happens when he rejects her because he "needs a stronger alpha female for his pack, preferably a shifter." And that female shifter happens to be her slut of a sister- Briella. When Cassidy's world comes crashing down she finally leaves and becomes a female rogue, a rarity of its own. Cassidy will find herself in the year she is a rogue. She will make a new family and discover herself. But what happens when her past catches up with her? Also, how is Damen, Cassidy's mate, doing? How does rejecting his other half feel? Does he regret it? Does he change is man-whore ways? Or does he continue on with Briella? How is Jake, Cassidy's brother, handling her departure? How about her mom and cheating father? How is she? Then, what will happen when Cassidy is forced to return home after disaster strikes? What will she face? A regretful mate who is determined to win her over? A still bitchy sister? And how about the pathetic Alpha who has a secret of his own? Read to discover how Cassidy Knightlock returns home as a completely different person. One who doesn't take any guff. One who is not sorry about being rejected. One who is not looking back. One who is happy now. This is a story by Pluto by the way! DISCLAIMER: This book was written over the course of a year, and it has clear distinctions as to where my thoughts changed on the story line. It is a first draft so please excuse plot holes as it may not be up to par with your expectations. But please read on, I still believe it is worth your time:) Amazing cover by: Abigail_Grimm