Couldn't Be Saved (Johnny Sawyer x reader)

Hii okay - so, this is the first story i've ever written in my life! but, it's not my first experience with writing. though it's not my first experience, it's still going to be bumpy so try to bare with me. I've been going through a Johnny kick lately & wanna try writing. this story is 18+, is gonna be graphic, sexual content, violence - so, just a warning but, when you're reading for Johnny, you're gonna expect those things.