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The Hardest Pill To Swallow

MotherOfBookWorms

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Reads 183
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Parts 9
Time 46m

MotherOfBookWorms

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Some stories are too sad to share...

Some memories are too hard to forget...

Some pills are just too hard to swallow.
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Kira's life is a void repetition of emptiness replaying over...and over...and over. Everyday is just a day shorter to her death date.

She wishes to overcome the harshness of this world, and just be happy. But nothing is ever that easy.

A friend like no other will walk into her life, and show to her the book of redemption. It is up to Kira to accept the gift of truth, or decline, and be forever lost in darkness.All Rights Reserved

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Because of you by tinnabluehour

When a girl who doesn't know the meaning of love or happiness meets the sunshine but with just one mistake her whole life will change and the girl who never dreams will start daydreaming. What if the dreams or expectations she is having are all in vain. What if the cause of her happiness will one day become the cause of her tears? Will she ever be able to find her true happiness? Will she ever be able to love herself? The sunshine did made her life better but left a stain in her heart. All because of her!

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Why Me | Book 1 by AlyGreen702

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