Connor Murphy. A very aggressive teenager. He can't wait till he's eighteen and can move away on his own and not have to worry about parents or school. That would be the dream. All he wants is to be free.. or die. But then.. Connor meets Evan Hansen. Probably one of the most socially awkward kids in school. Connor grows attached to Evan and maybe, just maybe, the thought of wanting to die goes away.. **BEFORE YOU READ** []No smut or NSFW but will have sex/dirty jokes !! []Will be a slow burn! So if you aren't into slow books then this probably isn't for you😭 []Set in 3rd person []Cover art is not mine!! **TRIGGER WARNINGS** []Mentions of suicide []Self-harm []Anxiety []Panic/Anxiety attacks []Drugs/Pot []Cussing []LOTS AND LOTS OF ANGST (cuz im pawsome🤩) []And probably lots more so be careful (TWS are provided at the beginning of each chapter though! and right before the trigger warnings I will have put a reminder incase you want to skip it<3 )