Falling for my bully

Omg hi I'm Jordan and i go to school at ridge bridge high school for young adults it's like torcher there for me i get bully by the same boy everyday and whats even worse is he doesn't even know half of what i go through and I sick of him until i started to have feelings for this particular person i try my hardest to erase these feelings out my head because i hope I'm not falling for the one and only Chrenasto August