"If you do it, I'll do it."
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TW///Abuse, Abuse Mentions, Selfharm, Selfharm mentions, Suicide Mentions, Crying and, Homophobia.
Harry Potter was the perfect "Golden Boy", there's no reason for him to feel like this, right? Right..? To feel as though no one truly loves him, like he's a worthless piece of garbage? That he deserves the abuse that the Dursleys and Voldemort gave him over the years? So, those thoughts, the feeling of him knowing he shouldn't feel that way, started a dirty habit, cutting. That was the one way he could punish himself, after all, he deserved to be punished for feeling this way, Right? Well, that's what he thought.
There was also Draco Malfoy, "Slytherin's Perfect", there was also no reason for him to feel like this, right? Right..? To feel as though he's just a burden to everyone around him, like he's a waste of space? That he deserved his father's beatings, and being forced to work for Voldemort? So those thoughts, just like Harry, started a dirty habit, cutting. That was the one way he could punish himself, after all, he also deserved to be
punished for feeling like this, Right? Well, that's also what he thought.
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