Hi again,
I wrote this poem when I felt vague and different from most people around me, I started hating things like my hobbies, my music taste, my overall personality which once made me proud.
Till date the feeling of difference rules over my heart but not as intensely as it used to as I am slowly making my difference my speciality
and i am trying to find my people who see their own differences and mine as their specialities.
If you feel the same , please start changing the way you look at yourself and treat your difference as your speciality. If you feel the need to fit in with certain people, avoid them and enjoy your own company till you find your own people who treat their own and your differences as specialities.
I started writing poems because I had to get my emotions out in some other way and poems helped because I got a deeper meaning from them and had to put lessons I learned the hard way in my writings. I feel as if these were meant for those who could under stand my pain and anger at those who did me wrong. I don't care what you think about my writing because it's part of me and this is how i'm choosing to show you who I am.
I was bullied. I did have my heart broken. I have came back stronger. My life has changed and so have I. I'm ready to take that stand.