secretly a ---?

a noble who had a happy family but lost his mother at the age of 8. his father couldn't look at him seeing how much he resemblant his mother with his red hair and jade green eyes . his father started ignoring him leaving the only one to care for him -his butler , at the age of 16 when he was drunk he insulted a dead village and got beaten to a pulp from the only survivor . later his butler and his son left him for said man . it made the boy think, his father couldn't look at him, his new stepmother felt like a stranger to him just like his his stepbrother and half sister , after he recovered he went to his mother grave and was devasted to see how it looked no one has visited it over the last years . when he decided to clean it a little bit he found a box on which was wrote for -- his name he opened it and saw many things like a map books for --- a neclace and other things -the book in which he found out that he and his mother are part -- so to fullfill his mothers dream of freedom he decided to run away and chase that dream and abandon his life as a noble.

-my first story
-english is not my nativ language
-shit grammer
-heavily inspired by 'trash of the counts family'