Ella is a 17 year old girl who has secrets no one knows but her best friend ashton who is 3 years older then her. Ella has dealt with self harm, depression and abuse verbal and physical from her dad who's an alcoholic and her mom just doesn't care about what she does .But when Ashton joins a band with 3 other guys she finds her self falling for one of the other guys .Calum. Here's the story of a girl who wants to love someone but feels like she can't love anyone,or be loved. Cover credit to: iloveyaharold on Instagram