heart of a killer/ carl Grimes x reader

*a girl with a corrupted heart and a teenage boy with a corrupted mind*

she was only there, yet also overwhelmed to be seen.

those people didn't shout at her, yet they were so loud in her head.

they didn't blame her, yet she needed someone to blame to make sense of it all.

this fanfic will have some triggering topics and may not be appropriate for everyone, some intimate stuff will occur later on, but not at the beginning already. I will give the character (you) a name, so that the story appears a little more like an actual story (if you get what I mean.) and I also will write this in the 3rd person perspective (most of the time) so I will use "she" not "i".

just to mention it, English isn't my native language so I maybe have a few grammar mistakes, please just ignore that or feel free to correct me in the comments, enjoy.

here a specific trigger warning:

-intimate content.
-trauma.
-violent or brutal moments.
-swearing.
(It maybe also includes alcohol or other sensitive topics)