I see the world differently.
I do not see the colourful beauty or the elegance of mother nature. I cannot see allure of autumn or the charm of summer, nor can I bear to taste the bland winter days or the ignorant spring flowers
All I see are the dark clouds and fleeting rain, with jagged edges that barricade me in this pathetic excuse for a world.All I see are the captivating eyes with tints of darkness, that hide behind the mounds of worry and hopelessness. That's all my world is, a colorless canvas, filled the things I fear the most. Even the brightest nights, filled the most beautiful stars look grey to me.
What do you do if you've been forgotten?
Lost somewhere between those your call your friends ?
Stuck between two different worlds desperate to be yourself?
Do reach out and scream or fade into the background ?
Do you ask for help just to be ignored?
Do you turn to God and ask for more?
Or do you just keep saving Hope?
Parker and Jamie are two people in same situation
They can eve fade away for ever or be remembered...
Either way, they'll never stop saving Hope
About a girl whose life is falling apart but she is unable to do anything about it, except watch it crumble. But in comes Ethan, a somewhat hero to her. He's not able to completely fix her problems but he at lease make them seem less life destroying;He makes get life easier but he doing this he's isolating her, pushing her away from her family and friends, that although are nearly "Estranged" still care deeply for her.
His reason is because that's how he lost his sister, I.e. her life, at first falling slowly apart, then quickly with no warning . He thinks that by helping Parker he can help and show her there's always hope
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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