Nightmare
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- Parts 6
MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Sun, Apr 26, 2015
you can't trust me. i need to die. i want to die. i live to die. but dont let me. only one loves me. hes everything. life or death. but i just need to wait until july next year. it's time to leave this world now...goodbye...
-its a journal-
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