Pain
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  • Reads 502
  • Votes 32
  • Parts 12
  • Time 53m
Ongoing, First published Oct 06, 2023
Mature
In the world of Izuku, pain was an ever-present companion. It clung to his life like a persistent shadow, never allowing him a moment of respite. He wondered what he had done to deserve this relentless torment, this agonizing existence.

From a young age, Izuku knew what it felt like to be bullied, to be the target of taunts and jeers. He was different, they said, weak and pathetic. His dreams of becoming a hero were mocked and crushed beneath the weight of their disdain. But he refused to let their words define him. He pushed through the pain, determined to prove them wrong.

But it wasn't just the relentless bullying that haunted Izuku's days. Neglect and abuse were his twisted companions as well. His parents, caught in the web of their troubles, barely spared him a glance. The love and care he craved were replaced with indifference and neglect. He felt like a forgotten soul, wandering alone in a dark and desolate world.

And then came the abandonment, the final blow to his fragile spirit. In a moment of despair, Izuku reached his breaking point. He could no longer bear the weight of the pain, the overwhelming sense of hopelessness. The desire to let go washed over him like a tidal wave.

But what if that's not what he truly did? What if, instead of succumbing to the darkness, Izuku walked a different path? What if he became the very thing he was told to fear, the number one villain in this twisted tale?

In the eyes of many, he would be seen as a villain, his actions deemed unforgivable. But for those who saw beyond the surface, who dared to look into the depths of his shattered soul, they would see a different truth. They would see a broken individual, a victim of a cruel world that had pushed him to his limit.

Will he destroy the world, or will someone save him? Let's find out!


Side note it's on Neobook too but it's a little different from this one
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"Who's that quiet guy?" The girl asked her classmate. "Oh him? I heard that he kills anyone that talks to him!" She nervously glanced at him from across the room. "He's already killed that one quirkless kid." The first girl shuddered. "We better stay away from him then!" She turned to her other friend, asking, "What do you think of him?" With a scared expression, she replied, "I heard that he's secretly a villain!" The girls gasped. "Really?" They asked simultaneously. They glanced back at him to find that he was gone. Turning back around, he was stalking out of the classroom. Passing by their desks, he slammed a fist down on one of them. "Shut up, you extras!" He shouted, making the girls shriek. The bell rang as he stomped out the door. Letting out sighs of relief that he was gone, the first girl said, "Yeah, he's definitely a villain." (This isn't a comfort fic. The Dkbk in this is not happy. There is no fluff tag on this for a reason.) #6 bakudeku #1 dekubaku #2 eijirokirishima #1 deku #1 midoriyaizuku #1 bakugo (None of the characters or art in this book is mine (unless specified otherwise), only the plot.)