The 16 year old Lennie woke up one day to realise "her perfect life" really was just a dream. She resolves to do everything she can to live the life she dreamed of, where she didn't have an alcoholic father who molested her.A life where there was no one to harass or bully her.A life where her crush Mattheo, the most famous and handsome boy in the whole school, would be only hers. She would do everything to achieve that. On the way to achieve that dream she realised that for a "perfect life" she would have to sacrifice a lot,and she wasn't ready for that. Not yet, at least. Maybe she never would be. "Life doesn't have to and never will be perfect, it will feel perfect if you just make yourself believe that it is." and maybe that was exactly it.