I'm sorry...for everything
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How I would imagine things happen after ep 6 of only friends.
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Nobody had ever loved him. Not his so called friends nor his father. Not even his own mother had ever told him that she loved him. Ray was sure of that. They all just saw him as a burden.
Was he really that unlovable?
But also, did he even deserve to be loved?
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