Future failure (wip)

"As I write this, I have realised that I haven't introduced myself to myself. So future failure, if you have forgotten who you are (well was), then my name is Julia Walsow. A seventeen year old girl with nothing to look forward to in life. Let's see, I want to ask some questions now. I want to see if you can answer these. Have our 'friends' left us? Do we have a job and a family? Are you dead yet? I, personally, can't answer these questions yet as I don't know the answers to them."

Julia Walsow has spent most of her life isolated from most people. She has been writing in this journal to her future self. This is what you are reading. Will she ever feel better, or will these feelings grow worse and consume her every thought?