This is a poetic expression of the thoughts of a person dreaming about their Special person (SP). The person is not unknown to the SP but somehow SP doesn't really make up to the person. There's no hesitation of love or commitment in the person but its just the build up of fog of trust issues in the SP due to the past and is now holding them back to reach out to the bliss waiting for them. But the person here is steady in the decision made and is nowhere near the mood of leaving the SP.