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If I Try (Lesbian Story)

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Time 6h 11m

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My life in ruins, this is where I'm at currently.  I was living a lie, lying to people and most importantly to myself.  You can act straight all you want, you can try to convince yourself that, but no matter how hard you try.  The truth is always revealed.

What did I do?  I stroked her face, and told her she was still beautiful, then I bent down and kissed her.  One of those soft, yet deep, gut wrenching, I'll always love you, but I have to let you go, goodbye kisses.  Then I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes.  I saw the past that we had, all of the memories we had together, I took them in, I felt the feelings again, I processed them.  Then I saw the dreams that we dreamed for our future, I saw all of our plans that we made, I felt them, I felt the pain of what would never be, and then I released it all.  I didn't realize I was sobbing until I felt her hand graze over the tears.  I opened my eyes, blinked away the tears I had left, and smiled.  She returned my smile.  We knew at that point that no matter what happened, we would be ok..............

This is my struggle, this is my journey.  Join me for the ride, but make sure you wear your helmet.All Rights Reserved

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You , Me And Sex (GirlXGirl) by Rain_Lv

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𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑃𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝐺𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠|𝐺𝑝 𝑆𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦|𝐵𝑦.𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑦

𝑌/𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑥 𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝐺𝑃 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝐺𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑠 ---------- I was still on live playing the game with Jalessa still wrapped around my body. I guess she felt I was playing for too long cause she kept whining in my ear and poking my face. "Oh my god y/nnnn." She breathed out then dropped her head on my shoulder. I placed a kiss on her cheek and ignored her. I felt her hand start rubbing my collarbone almost like a massage. She went up to my neck then placed her hand on my jaw. She slightly turned my head so she could kiss my jaw but not enough to take my attention away from the game. Her hand started grazing my features on my face lightly touching my jaw, cheek then lips. She placed her thumb on my bottom lip and pulled it down. I looked at her and she was looking at my lips biting hers. I heard a ding from my pocket. I pulled out my phone and read the text. MarcusBev ◾️Slow ya roll champ you still on live I laughed and turned my phone off looking at my back up phone still propped up on the stand. Triggered by Jhené Aiko started playing(my wife🙈). Jalessa's arms wrapped around me tighter and I felt her foot slowly inching toward my crotch. I shot a three and mumbled to Jalessa. "chill out." She hummed and kept going anyway. She rubbed up against me harder and I felt myself twitched and I'm sure she did too. I adjusted the way I was sitting and glanced at the live. I could feel her smiling since her face was tucked in my neck. Her hand dropped and she started palming me, through my pants slowly rubbing. I paused the game ready to risk it all until she nodded to my phone. "Nah keep playing the game" she said with a slight smile.