the beginning, of what should have been the end.

school? no! im smart enough to survive... ever since I was a little girl, I've always watched the women in my life. they all have boyfriends, they all have secrets, and none of them have a qualification behind them, and they're still good enough! i want the life, the love, the money, all of it without the hassle of school. im 16 now, i won't need it, the world will change, it'll grow.. the night Kayleigh asked to come meet her and Damien, that night changed my life forever. i thought I was ready, ready for a change, this was only one night, right? one night that would forever change my outlook on the world, education, men, women, love... it changed everything, the night i met Skye led me straight to Sebastian, he was so tall, he was beautiful, he was perfect, and I knew he had some secrets behind him, so why don't I find out? this is my story, the story of the truth, the dark and ugly after that I have been left with since i discovered him. was I the problem? was he? or were we just too young to know what was good for us. sit tight, buckle up, and prepare for my own personal emotional rollercoaster, a ride I never thought I would get off of...im 19 now, still confused, still left with the mark of him, of us, of me.