dissecting a yellow carnation. + fyoya, soukoku

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Parts 5
Time 42m

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PART 2 of FORGET WHO I AM TODAY - must be read first before this one! 

Thirty days.

Thirty days since Chuuya was found.

Thirty days since Chuuya was declared to be in a coma.All Rights Reserved

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Love & War (Soukoku and Fyoya) by _Sama-

Their story had always been one of right person, wrong time. After four long years, Chuuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai have forgotten they had ever been in love. Chuuya and Dazai make an insane deal. One mistake leads into Fyodor Dostoyevsky discovering their connection. What happens next? ⚠️FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW KNOW NONE OF THIS IS CANON⚠️

(Chuuya) I don't miss him anymore. Why should I? It's not like him leaving changes anything for me. It's not like I care. Is what I tell myself. Again and again everyday. Because I'm a good liar.

Meadow Of Roses (Dazai x reader) by _pixxedewdrops_

After sacrificing yourself for Dazai. In your last words you tell Dazai something meaningful. After recovering you find out Dazai has gone missing but what goes through Dazai and your mind? Where is Dazai? --- I'll be using she/her pronouns. --- Y/n will be based off of Odasaku. Odasaku will not be an existing character in the story since y/n will be very similar to him in someways. --- To be easier to understand, the memories you'll read are not in chronological order. They're scattered, though some you can tell are in order but not all. I don't want to confuse readers thinking they're all in order. They're not. --- Warning, I'll be using sensitive topics that may not be comfortable with some readers, please be aware of that before reading! --- Started: December 20th 2020 Ended: April 12th 2021 --- Past Rankings: #1 dazaixreader #1 chuuya #1 chuuyanakahara #1 bungostraydogs #1bungostraydogsxreader #1 atsushi

I feel like shit. So I'm writing this. They never knew. They wished they did. he regretted not telling them until it was too late. They regretted never treating him right. All they wished was to hear his last words once more. TW: R@PE, SUICIDE, SELF HARM

Tell Me No Lies (Soukoku) by Lisa_Doublewhite

Some Things Go To Deep To Be Forgotten...

赤 - Red. "Does it hurt?" Dazai laughed, "not anymore". Trigger warnings on the first page ！！

I'm Your Friend After All by MoonsandStones

Chuuya is woken up in the middle of the night, with an invitation to witness Dazai's death, by an old friend of Odasaku who thinks Dazai is the reason why Oda died. He also thinks Chuuya is Dazai's best friend who would shed buckets of tears for the rest of eternity, after his death. He couldn't have been more delusional. Eitherway Chuuya goes with an intent of taking a selfie with Dazai's dying form and ends up realizing two things. 1. Dazai was still important to him. 2. He still hated Dazai. Friendship. Hurt/ Comfort. Brotherhood.

STORM BRINGER SPOILERS!!!! Teehee Dazai and Chuuya after the events of Storm Bringer... the gays just being silly little boys [started on Feb 4 2023 Ended on Feb 25 2023]

Something horrible happens to Chuuya, and, as always, Dazai has to save the princess haha [finished Jan 31 2021]

Love & War (Soukoku and Fyoya)

Their story had always been one of right person, wrong time. After four long years, Chuuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai have forgotten they had ever been in love. Chuuya and Dazai make an insane deal. One mistake leads into Fyodor Dostoyevsky discovering their connection. What happens next? ⚠️FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW KNOW NONE OF THIS IS CANON⚠️

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