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Healing, or maybe not

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LECTURES 1,014
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Chapitres 4
Durée 50m

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"What were you listening to anyway" he asked and was almost putting my air pod on his stupid ear when I suddenly threw two punches at him. I hit his left and right cheeks. He was unaware and weakly took two steps backwards before losing balance and falling on the pile of food scattered on the floor. His nose was bleeding and so was his lower lip.
I could hear a lot of whispers from the crowd. I ignored them and picked my air pod which fell from his hand due to the impact of the blows. No one messes with my music. I had practiced boxing a for a while but never got the chance to box someone in real life. I guess I finally got it.

First week of school and I'm already fighting. Wonder if I'll make it through  the school year.

I don't like fights but when you get on my wrong side be rest assured you will get a fight. I'm not high tempered if that's what you are thinking and I'm not one of those boxer girls. I'm not a bad girl at all but the voiced in my head call me a murderer so I guess I'm not that good. Lets just say sometimes I'm good and other times bad, it all depends with the situation.

I may appear strong and tough but I'm broken and still trying to heal. Let me tell you a little about me. I'm a billionaire. I think one of the youngest cause I'm actually seventeen. You think that's nice, don't you. And I'm also an orphan. Now that's sad, right. I'm still trying to recover from the loss of my parents. I think I might have actually killed them, but that's a story for another day. right now let me ask you something, what heals a broken heart?Tous Droits Réservés

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Love In Boxing Ring, écrit par 1410pooja

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DIABOLIC SERIES 3 All my life I've lost my breath. It would happen over the simplest things, if I stretched too high to catch a ball, lifted something for too long, if I sneezed, if I talked. Other times I would loose my breath because I had a panic attack, or was yelling or being yelled at, if I was exerting myself on a physical level. Having the wind knocked out of me is a familiar feeling. But I didn't truly know what it felt like to loose the air in my lungs, loose the feeling that has kept my alive my entire life. I didn't loose it when I fell in love, I didn't loose it when I found out one drunken night with the girl I love would mean a baby, I didn't loose it when I found out that I'd actually be a father. No, I lost that when she told me that she doesn't love me. When she spit in my face how much she can't stand me, how I've ruined her life, that she doesn't want me in any aspect. I'm not her 'type' whatever that means, seeing as she quite willingly had sex with me. Her saying this made this ugly, lonely and depressing thought hit my diaphragm. Violet Thompson is carrying my child. And she despises me for it. The way I came to this conclusion was simple, Nonnie- -that's what I call her, since her middle name's Noel and I wanted something to call her that if I shouted it in the middle of a crowd, only she would turn to and know it's me- -told me that all she wants is someone there. A father for her baby, a physical presence. Not a mind, personality. Not a person. A body. A shell. I've been a dead man walking. And I was that shell, was just a body... until I found him.