peoms of a lover
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Last published Sun, Oct 15, 2023
Poems I write when I'm bored or have inspiration
Its mostly about love
"He told me he loves me." you say breathless. I sigh thinking, there aren't any words that could describe how I feel about you. I can't tell you how I fell into your arms and you unknowingly embraced demons that needed loving.
I can't tell you how much pain I inflicted on myself just so you could touch me.
He told you he loves you, he wants you to be his but I say I need your presence, your voice.
I would cross any line to see you and to hear of your dreams and stories you talk of.
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