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Last published Thu, Mar 13, 2025
"for one, don't lie to me i know i may seem easy to manipulate but don't tell you feel some way about me if you really don't"
"but i do."
novalynn walker has suffered with anxiety and depression disorders since she was 10.
in and out of mental hospitals since she was 13 she has struggled with keeping her disorders separated from her outside life.
her parents have never been supportive of her, they mostly work and argue so she has nobody besides her best friend alysia and her boyfriend hayden.
until one day when she breaks down in the bathroom after she and hayden break up not realizing the most popular girl in the small town was in the stall.
will fate bring them together?
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