In the unrelenting embrace of the rain, I sought refuge in solitude, for I had grown accustomed to the shadows that danced around me. Independence was my armor, a shield forged through the fires of verbal and physical abuse, scars both seen and unseen.
Amidst the downpour, I found love-an unexpected solace in the form of a lover, Leander Dashiell Rhein Sinclair. Unlike the others, he dared to dance with my demons. With courage, he embraced my sharp edges and wasn't afraid to stand in the shadows of my darkest self. His love was a lifeline that pulled me from the depths of isolation.
But, as life's capriciousness would have it, we had our share of struggles. This is a story of my journey through solitude and suffering, of love found amidst the tempest of life. It's a tale of two souls navigating the storm together, offering solace, healing, and ultimately, the promise of a happier ending.
The water is my home...It is the only place I feel free...I can go anywhere, be anything as long as I kept to myself...It has been years on my own and every once in a while I return to a place I had found happiness. He made me happy until we were kept apart.
Now I am free or am I?
Just like anyone else I have dreams, dreams to walk, to sing, to dance but those dreams were shattered in an instant or is it. Is it possible to achieve those... I wonder... but I wont stop, I won't stop until those dreams become a reality.
It's time to go back home, my real home.