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Not So Easy. Johnnie Guilbert × Reader

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Parts 35
Time 3h 49m

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You are a 24 year old female struggling with mental health issues. Although of these problems, you try to be the best you, you can be. You haven't had a relationship in a while, you just want to find "the one". And who will that be? Will it be easy for this relationship? Who will get in the way? Will it end in true love or heartbreak?

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 "I'm not sure how to explain. Nothing bad has happened, I am doing well in life right now, but for some reason, I still don't feel... happy." 

I paused, trying to find the right way to word what I wanted to say.

Y/n: "No matter what is going on around me, I can't find peace in my mind." 

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Tara: "Okay, guys, this is y/n!"

Tara said as I stood awkwardly and waved. Although all of the people in the room were beautiful and kind some kind of intimidating, one caught my eye. He had long black hair with bangs that swooped to the side.

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trigger warnings:

Self harm
eating problems
Talk of mental health 
(maybe) sexual situations
Body image
Suicide
Sexual AssaultAll Rights Reserved

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