My Final Goodbye
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I promised. I promised him I wouldn't. But I did. I jumped. I loved him. I couldn't suppress the voice. I loved my best friend too. She didn't know. My parents had high expectations. They didn't know. The bullies will regret everything. My brother knew he kept it like I asked. No one knew it would come to this...
Warning: suicide, blood, cutting, possible death, abuse, overdosing
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