A Padawan's Agony
- Reads 13,251
- Votes 376
- Parts 30
MatureOngoing12h 0m
Last published Tue, Mar 10, 2026
Nerine Zaraq entered the clone wars a young padawan. Now after the loss of her Master Ima-gun Di, she is given a second Master, Obi-wan Kenobi.
This story will follow the Clone Wars series picking up with S3E3. Will follow most of the original plot just adding a fem OC.
The main emphasis of this fic is on friendships and how difficult being a jedi would actually be. Facing ptsd, depression, and the high expectations of a jedi padawan, Nerine fights to find balance within herself amidst the chaos..
TW: OC is going to have mental health issues and dealing with her emotions in unhealthy ways. There will be depictions of depression, SH is implied, probably a panic attack. Just some things to know don't wanna catch anyone off guard. I will have TW at the beginning of said chapters tho.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
✔️ | The Countess ━ OBI-WAN KENOBI
LEILANI SERENNO bridged the past and the present, born into a family of cruelty and then groomed to fulfil a role in the grand scheme of things. She was a puppet manipulated by her brother, ensnared in a larger narrative orchestrated by the Force. Yet, a crucial error changed everything-what was meant to render her compliant instead transformed her into a leader, one feared enough not to be feasted upon. She became the will of the Force. While OBI-WAN KENOBI only ever focused on the future, constantly fearing the moment he'd have to let everything go. His mind was a storm of thoughts, neurons racing through the shadows of his memories, as he navigated the world. An impeccable pilot, who didn't like to fly; a devastating warrior who rather did not fight. A negotiator without a peer who preferred to sit alone in a cave and meditate. TOGETHER, they were everything. Past, present and future, the most important pieces of the game. Complementary; two parts of a whole. --- obi-wan kenobi x oc cover by me !! intro gif by @svperboy & @courscants !! ©️ 2024 1st on #countdooku; 04/25/2024 ♡Complete
Chosen: From the Ashes
Palpatine overestimates the hold of darkness over Anakin (which might have or not faltered during the battle on Mustafar) and thus makes the mistake of sentencing him on overfeeling the (intentionally) augmented and excruciating pain during the inhuman long surgery. Sidious too blind and power hungered, insists it continues, as more pain will make his apprentice more force powerful and the perfect slave of rage and darkness. Only, the pain was far greater than anything that could matter and Anakin, for yes, he was still Anakin Skywalker at that point, was seeking to end it. End it all. He calls his death with Obi-Wan's name and he finds a way to reach for it (for him). Across the stars and galaxy, across the time and their dead bond, Anakin meets Obi-Wan and his end. [ aka Time Travel AU where Anakin wants Obi-Wan to finish his job and tries to (bond) call him, only to make a split in force and time and to wake up as Ani on the Tatooine, facing a young Obi-Wan instead and just. kriffing. breathing. ] PART 1 of THE CHOSEN SERIES WARNINGS: obikin, MxM, age gap, underage-freeform, ptsd, mention of self-harm, panic attacksComplete
'Soka - Ahsoka x Reader
You are Obi-Wan Kenobi's padawan during the middle of the clone wars. After a battle that almost costs you your life, everything changes. Gender neutral reader! All rights go to Lucasfilm and Star Wars. I own nothing but the story. PG-13 (some profanity) IMPORTANT: Don't read the backstory chapters until after you finished chapter 19 just to avoid any spoilers. Cover by: @rafiiii5 Started March 18th, 2020 Ended January 5th, 2021 #1 in #ahsoka 10/25/20 #16 in #ahsokatano 3/21/23 #13 in #theclonewars 4/24/23Complete
Whispers of Hunger
She was raised by the Sith cultist in an age long gone. Trained in shadows. Preserved by the Force for reasons even she doesn't understand. After being captured by the Jedi, [Y/N] is dragged before the High Council, where instead of imprisonment, Master Yoda makes a shocking decision-she is to be inducted into the Jedi Order. She laughs in his face. Assigned to Obi-Wan Kenobi, her new Master doesn't trust her, and she wants nothing to do with the Jedi's rules or robes. But as their journey begins, long-buried memories surface, secrets about her past unravel, and something darker begins to stir inside her. The Force preserved her for a reason. But was it to save the galaxy... or to destroy it?Complete
Hearts burn- A.S.
Haunted by a power she struggles to control, Ayah Gryffiths is a mystery even within the Jedi Temple. Isolated from her peers and burdened by a connection to the Force that overwhelms her, she finds an unlikely mentor in Obi-Wan Kenobi- one of the few who seems to understand her struggle. But secrets never stay hidden for long. Anakin Skywalker, drawn by an instinct he can't explain, is determined to uncover the truth about the girl his Master is so adamant he stays away from. And in a galaxy already on the brink of war, some destinies are impossible to escape. This book does not follow the plot completely and will start a bit before Star Wars Episode 2: attack of the clones! I only own parts of the plot and my OCs! The Star Wars saga is NOT mine.Complete
𝐀𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐲 ✔︎ 𝑨𝑵𝑨𝑲𝑰𝑵 𝑺𝑲𝒀𝑾𝑨𝑳𝑲𝑬𝑹
Agony ✔︎ Anakin Skywalker In a galaxy consumed by the fires of the Clone Wars, Evelyn Amidala-younger sister to the legendary Senator Padmé-walks a path dictated by duty and steel. As a Jedi Commander under the stoic Master Rhen Darksword, Evelyn has been trained to suppress her emotions. But when a shadow from the past reaches out from the darkness to strike at the heart of her family, Evelyn's Jedi resolve is tested by a raw, human hunger for justice. Returning to Coruscant after months of grueling warfare, Evelyn finds herself drawn back into the orbit of Anakin Skywalker. Bound by a shared history and a grief that the Jedi Council cannot comprehend, the two find a dangerous sanctuary in each other. Amidst the political machinations of Chancellor Palpatine and the looming threat of General Grievous, a secret love takes root-one that defies the ancient Code and threatens to dismantle the very foundations of the Order. As the war reaches its breaking point, Evelyn must navigate a web of betrayal and shifting loyalties. With the weight of the Republic on her shoulders and a life-changing secret growing within her, she realizes that the greatest battle isn't fought in the stars, but in the quiet, midnight hours of the soul. In a world where heroes fall and empires rise, Evelyn must decide what she is willing to sacrifice to protect the light of the future. Star Wars; Revenge of the Sith: 2005 Star Wars; Clone Wars: 2002 Stars Wars; The Phantom MenaceComplete
The Shadows Star: Book 1
✨In a galaxy far, far away✨ A girl with no name captures the heart of a certain zabrak Sith Lord who thought his heart impenetrable. He takes her in and raises her as his own, teaching her his ways. As she grows she meets many interesting and important people who will change her views and her life. This is a story of heartache through love, and strength through failure. **this takes place before and during Episode 1 TPM** I do not own Star Wars or it's characters.Complete
Duress (A Bad Batch Fanfic Book 2)
Padawan Aesaedii "Saedii" Synn has lost a lot to the Empire. A year ago, she lost her master and her best friend. Nine months ago, she lost her arm. Now, she worries that she will soon lose her new family: Clone Force 99, aka the Bad Batch. In the midst of a rising Clone Rebellion, Inquisitors hunt Jedi survivors. Rumors swirl of a new Sith Lord quickly rising in power. Clones are being killed off and replaced with new Imperial soldiers. With danger lurking in every corner of the galaxy, tough choices will need to be made if Saedii and the Batch have any hope of escaping the Empire's conquest. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ or: therapy isn't a thing in star wars so they have lightsabers instead cross-posted on ao3. Completed 7/18/2025.Complete
The Other Skywalker
BOOK TWO IN THE SKYWALKER TWIN SERIES . I highly recommend you read the first book first. But I can't stop you so do what you want lol. The grammar isn't the best rn.... I'm too lazy to edit it so after I finish writing it I'm gonna go back and reread the entire series After being exiled for seven months Aisley Skywalker is welcomed back into the Jedi Order. Sadly the Order is nothing like she remembers. At the time Aisley is welcomed back she learns that they are stuck in the middle of a galactic war. The Republic and The Separatist have been battling for seven months now. Aisley blames herself for the war and struggles with the thought of fighting, she worries about the lives of her loved ones. Follow Aisley as she meets new friends, fights for her and her twin brother's safety. How will Aisley cope when a new woman enters Obi-Wan'a life? Will she ignore the signs of affection? Or will she fall to jealousy? Which eventually leads to the dark side.Complete
I Bet My Life
Obi-Wan has lost everything he knew. The Jedi Order. The Republic. The 212th. Many of his Jedi friends. His former Padawan and brother Anakin. His dear friend Padme. All to one singular looming force of darkness that was entirely the supreme leader himself Palpatine. The only thing that was left to him was the shining twin infants of his perished friends Anakin and Padme, but also one of the only survivors of the Temple Attack who was a small youngling by the name of Reva. When Cody finds him a broken soul of a man, the clone swears to not leave his general's side nor betray him again. Obi-Wan finds some comfort in this, but the two men quickly learn that being wanted men with three young children has proven to be a bit difficult. Watch as this chaotic unit of five works together to stay hidden from the shadows of the Empire while Cody and Obi-Wan being to form a deeper connection like no other. Originally Published on My AO3 Account *Read Warning for the Reasoning for the Rating*Complete
LEILANI SERENNO bridged the past and the present, born into a family of cruelty and then groomed to fulfil a role in the grand scheme of things. She was a puppet manipulated by her brother, ensnared in a larger narrative orchestrated by the Force. Yet, a crucial error changed everything-what was meant to render her compliant instead transformed her into a leader, one feared enough not to be feasted upon. She became the will of the Force. While OBI-WAN KENOBI only ever focused on the future, constantly fearing the moment he'd have to let everything go. His mind was a storm of thoughts, neurons racing through the shadows of his memories, as he navigated the world. An impeccable pilot, who didn't like to fly; a devastating warrior who rather did not fight. A negotiator without a peer who preferred to sit alone in a cave and meditate. TOGETHER, they were everything. Past, present and future, the most important pieces of the game. Complementary; two parts of a whole. --- obi-wan kenobi x oc cover by me !! intro gif by @svperboy & @courscants !! ©️ 2024 1st on #countdooku; 04/25/2024 ♡
More detailsContent Guidelines