A Padawan's Agony
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Nerine Zaraq entered the clone wars a young padawan. Now after the loss of her Master Ima-gun Di, she is given a second Master, Obi-wan Kenobi.
This story will follow the Clone Wars series picking up with S3E3. Will follow most of the original plot just adding a fem OC.
The main emphasis of this fic is on friendships and how difficult being a jedi would actually be. Facing ptsd, depression, and the high expectations of a jedi padawan, Nerine fights to find balance within herself amidst the chaos..
TW: OC is going to have mental health issues and dealing with her emotions in unhealthy ways. There will be depictions of depression, SH is implied, probably a panic attack. Just some things to know don't wanna catch anyone off guard. I will have TW at the beginning of said chapters tho.
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