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Higher Love [Dave Gahan / OC]

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Reads 423
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Parts 8
Time 50m

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Los Angeles, California. 1992. 

Allyson Ellis, actress sensation, lives a double life between the eternal fight against her demons, and her celebrity status, much like many others in town. 
But as she encounters a special man, this might be the beginning for change. 

TW: Mention (and details) of drug use, physical violence and sexual abuse. A lot. Every chapter has something. Final chapter also has (consensual) sexual content.

A/N: Some things might be slightly off to reality (timeframes and locations of real events). Don't need to explain this is fiction. Nothing but the most loving respect for Dave, all of DM, and their friends/family/colleagues. Latest edition: October 22nd.All Rights Reserved

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"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~~~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~~~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.

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