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If You Only Knew, How Much I Love You [boyxboy]

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Reads 1,722
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Parts 23
Time 2h 7m

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Brody and Matthew were childhood friends, they knew each-other since they were very little due to their moms being friends. Unfortunately at the age of 7 Brody's widowed mother got a new job offering making the move from their little town in Michigan all the way to Seattle Washington. It was tough for Brody to leave his best-friend behind. 

Matthew was just as devastated and made a promise to Brody that they will, in fact meet again. Well, ten years later Matthew earns up enough money to fly to Seattle. Brody and Matthew will meet again. But once they reunite they each feel like they are more than friends...

THERE IS SOME SEXUAL CONTENT AND TRIGGERING MOMENTS!! (Self-harm)

SO IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS TYPE OF CONTENT I SUGGEST YOU DONT READ THISAll Rights Reserved

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