Meant to be, but never will

Have you ever felt like your not enough, like you're not capable of love? Did anyone ever break your heart because of whatever their stupid excuse was? I just want to feel pure love and care without any worries, because everyone deserves love and you are not the only one who "isn't doing enough" or "doesn't deserve" someone who they can trust and love uncondcionally. No fights, no cheating, no competition, just two mature souls who want to love each other and spend time together doing whatever they like without no one judging. (ignor the spelling mistakes)