Lost Thoughts in My Head
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Dead or nearly dead with almost no weight to keep me going. My mind is taken over and now I'm left with just damage. Will I ever recover from hell or will I just lye here and die? It doesn't seem like there's any chance to move forward, only knowing I don't have a reason to.
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