17 Reasons Why

Josh Wallace and I were once childhood sweethearts. But after a big fight, it never led me to the thought of him becoming popular in high school. Every day I look at him in disgust because of the fact that a jerk like him would become so popular. AND I'm sure that he doesn't even remember me.
But when he stops this one bully from hurting me, it will change everything.
Was my hate towards him just jealousy the whole time? Does Josh actually care about me?